hai folks!
again with no update since the last 2 months. ive been really tired with my regular activities and study. yea, STUDY. my exam will come in June and ive been putting my 50% effort on this ? kahkah. 50%? orang laen dah all out. P2 paper is seriousy killing me, i have no idea how to pass this paper. NO IDEA. been dodging the class because i dont know what the hell the lecterur trying to teach me. sounds like my fault but if u come to hear his lecture you would know why im saying this. so literally, ive been studying by myself and he just provide the notes, grrr
actually i have lot of things to talk about but i just dont know how to sum it up here, i know some of my friends still reading my blog eventhough its a new one. ive missed blogging so much but i cant commit to blog like i used to, sigh.
theres few people that i missed, and yeah, i miss you you and you, kalau perasan di rindu tuh gua harap lu orang sampaikan pada angin je lah okeh ?
tapi hati gua masih kosong mintak kena isi. kahkah, kadang kadang rasa rindu untuk di rindu tapi biarlah kering dulu. memang la kadang kadang rasa kosong tapi gua ada kawan yang boleh isi kosong tuh dengan lawak bodoh. jadi, tak perlu peneman hati,
ahh dah merapu, ok guys, im out now!
shalom,
stay pretty!
Friday, May 18, 2012
Tuesday, April 24, 2012
cerita hati
hola folks!
lu iana kalau nak update 4 bulan sekali baek tak yah buat blog!
ok sorry. hekeleh mcm je ada orang baca blog dia :p
i cant blogging often as i dont have internet connections at home, nak update guna bb apa ke jadahnya mmg x feel la. ceh. life's been treat me good lately. Oh ya, i went back to sabah end of the march for my sister wedding and now ive been facing trial exam, and final exam in june. and few thinggsss. yeaaa
ada beberapa benda yang jadi dalam hidup aku dalam beberapa bulan nie. for sure, its a good thing :D. aku dengan bestie bestie aku makin okayy. :) dan itu sudah cukup untuk buat aku tersenyum.
CINTA? hmmm. dont have any for a moment. just 'someone' that tried knocking my heart and make me touched.
ahh lu iana tak yah nak update pasal cinta kat blog lagi. nanti break lu jugak yg delete blog. ceh!
tidak.
aku tidak bercinta atau mencuba merasa cinta.
perasaan tersentuh datang, perasaan suka datang. aku mau tolak, tapi yalah. perasaan. subjektif. makin kau halang makin dia datang, makin kau tidakkan makin dia menyerbu macam meriam. yap. perasaan. jadi, biar dia datang, dan kita cuba enjoy every single thing yang datang untuk kita.
tapi aku takkan bagi conclusion apa yang aku rasa. crush, suka, sayang, minat, cinta. tak tahu. i dont have the answer. cuma aku akan welcome apa jenis perasaan yang datang tuh dengan senyuman. aku gembira sebab masih ada yang cuba untuk masuk kedalam hati walaupun kunci tuh aku dah simpan kemas kemas. alaa, isu hati. se independant mna pun kau, se heartless mana pun kau. mesti ada yang berjaya cungkil mangga hati kau tuh,. kau buang la kunci tuh ke 7 petala laut dalam, dia boleh cungkil guna usaha dia,. cungkil dalam diam. doa especially. jadi sebagai seorang perempuan, aku cukup tersentuh bila orang approach aku guna cara yang paling halus sekali.
wallahualam. jodoh tue di tangan tuhan, kalau dah tertulis, nak elak memang tak dapat. tapi aku juga takkan mengharap. kalau pintu hati terbuka untuk dia, dan dia memang untuk aku. cinta infiniti buat dia.
amboii. lu iana kalau jiwang memang tak kenal masa. bila nak setadi ? dah boleh amik remote buang kat tengkuk sendiri. final dah dekat woiii.
oh ya, kepada kawan kawan yang semakin melupakan gua, yang dulu lepak sama sama kol hari mesej hari hari tapi skarang kabar pun takde, aku masih ingat korang. cuma yela, masing masing ada life sendiri, kalau korang tak keberatan, antar la sepam dua mesej ke henpon gua, atau wall post, atau fb mesej. sebab gua rindu ke korang cuma sebab yela,, masing masing dah menyombong. wahaha. jangan ada yang sentap pulak.
kepada ynwa fans, tabah ok. mungkin season ini bukan milik kita, but still, have faith to liverpool!!! pretty please ? have faith to our club!!
and i still hoping for barca and real meet on the CL final. VAMOS BARCA!!
anywho, its a lesson worth remembering.
shalom, stay pretty goddes2 sekalian!
lu iana kalau nak update 4 bulan sekali baek tak yah buat blog!
ok sorry. hekeleh mcm je ada orang baca blog dia :p
i cant blogging often as i dont have internet connections at home, nak update guna bb apa ke jadahnya mmg x feel la. ceh. life's been treat me good lately. Oh ya, i went back to sabah end of the march for my sister wedding and now ive been facing trial exam, and final exam in june. and few thinggsss. yeaaa
ada beberapa benda yang jadi dalam hidup aku dalam beberapa bulan nie. for sure, its a good thing :D. aku dengan bestie bestie aku makin okayy. :) dan itu sudah cukup untuk buat aku tersenyum.
CINTA? hmmm. dont have any for a moment. just 'someone' that tried knocking my heart and make me touched.
ahh lu iana tak yah nak update pasal cinta kat blog lagi. nanti break lu jugak yg delete blog. ceh!
tidak.
aku tidak bercinta atau mencuba merasa cinta.
perasaan tersentuh datang, perasaan suka datang. aku mau tolak, tapi yalah. perasaan. subjektif. makin kau halang makin dia datang, makin kau tidakkan makin dia menyerbu macam meriam. yap. perasaan. jadi, biar dia datang, dan kita cuba enjoy every single thing yang datang untuk kita.
tapi aku takkan bagi conclusion apa yang aku rasa. crush, suka, sayang, minat, cinta. tak tahu. i dont have the answer. cuma aku akan welcome apa jenis perasaan yang datang tuh dengan senyuman. aku gembira sebab masih ada yang cuba untuk masuk kedalam hati walaupun kunci tuh aku dah simpan kemas kemas. alaa, isu hati. se independant mna pun kau, se heartless mana pun kau. mesti ada yang berjaya cungkil mangga hati kau tuh,. kau buang la kunci tuh ke 7 petala laut dalam, dia boleh cungkil guna usaha dia,. cungkil dalam diam. doa especially. jadi sebagai seorang perempuan, aku cukup tersentuh bila orang approach aku guna cara yang paling halus sekali.
wallahualam. jodoh tue di tangan tuhan, kalau dah tertulis, nak elak memang tak dapat. tapi aku juga takkan mengharap. kalau pintu hati terbuka untuk dia, dan dia memang untuk aku. cinta infiniti buat dia.
amboii. lu iana kalau jiwang memang tak kenal masa. bila nak setadi ? dah boleh amik remote buang kat tengkuk sendiri. final dah dekat woiii.
oh ya, kepada kawan kawan yang semakin melupakan gua, yang dulu lepak sama sama kol hari mesej hari hari tapi skarang kabar pun takde, aku masih ingat korang. cuma yela, masing masing ada life sendiri, kalau korang tak keberatan, antar la sepam dua mesej ke henpon gua, atau wall post, atau fb mesej. sebab gua rindu ke korang cuma sebab yela,, masing masing dah menyombong. wahaha. jangan ada yang sentap pulak.
kepada ynwa fans, tabah ok. mungkin season ini bukan milik kita, but still, have faith to liverpool!!! pretty please ? have faith to our club!!
and i still hoping for barca and real meet on the CL final. VAMOS BARCA!!
anywho, its a lesson worth remembering.
shalom, stay pretty goddes2 sekalian!
Wednesday, March 7, 2012
hola biatches!
hai everyone!
ok, lemme make it short the reason why suddenly i posted with some new blog eh? i've deleted my old one cos lots of rubbish in there, and i need to start fresh with my life, so here i am, the new me, the new life. sound corny. urghh.
aku dah mula rasa rindu menulis sbb aku slalu stalk few bloggers terfaktab yang selalu update2 kat twitter. yea. aku rindu bermonolog di dalam blog. menjadi sarkasis dan mengguris hati kawan2. haha. its been 3 month without my blog, maybe kawan2 yang rasa aku nih kawan ade la stalk life aku kat dalam facebook which is a bit chaos with activities, check in, bla bla bla.
So ? apa yang baru dalam life aku sekarang ?
first - alhamdulilah, i pass both my paper last semester. amin amin. Sekarang nih aku tgah sebok godek2 kerja yang equivalent dgn qualifications aku, insyaallah by august kalau rezeki ada, aku dah start kerja. Amin.
second - oh yeah, i buy new bb. aku penah ckap by 2012 wishlist aku adalah sebuah bb. and alhamdulilah, i owned a blackberry now. ( eh tuh pun nak cakap? )
third - im single. and thats not new. wekk.
apa sebab aku gatal nak menulis hari nih ? apa apa ? kenaapaaa ?
aku penat,. serious penat. penat melepak. HAHAHAHA. Entry ini sebenarnya khas untuk few of my friends yang aku sayang gila gila tumpah tumpah banyak banyak. SERIOUS IM FUCKIN LOVEEE YOU GUYSS!!!!!!! *bayangkan iana teriak sampai xde suara* ( bayangkan bayangkan)
aku sayang korang. serious aku sayang.
aku tak tahu cmana aku nak decribekan rasa terima kasih aku kat korang. Thanks for being in my life for this past few months..
aku rasa aku x dapat dah nak ke depan kalau xde korang. Bila aku ingat balik cemana aku masa tuh, i dont know if i can get through everything on my own. bila mana orang tuh jadi part of my life selama setahun ? macamana kita nak belajar hidup xde dia ? tanpa dia ? when you spending one year to be someone to him and ignoring the whole world that say " he doesnt meant to be with you "
you keep on pressuring your self, reassure yourself that everything will be okay as long as you with him.
But its not. and thats fact.
and when the truth come out, you felt like you will die.
itu yang aku rasa. rasa mcm nak mati. hari2 nangis kat dalam shower, ada cakap macam mayat hidup. heh. siot je. but yeah, i admit how foolish i am. Begging for something that not meant to be mine.
and then out of the blue. korang muncul dalam life aku :). YOU GUYS GIVES THE BIGGEST SMILE IN MY LIFE.
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i dont think my thank you word will enough to show how much grateful i am knowing you guys in my life.
i moved on easily.
yeah, ive cried. nangis macam orang gila. But im okay now. Ok to be alone, just me without any guy to break through again. Im viewing things from different angle now. Staying alone, and fixing whats lack in me. Be more mature in life, more confident to face any obstacles that come to me . Be prepared, be pretty, smart, and radiant.
tak susah, cume perlu kekuatan, dan kekuatan aku datang dari kawan kawan aku yang tak pernah penat hepikan aku. :)
thanks korang sanggup datang every week ke shah alam. yela, minyak bukan free, ye dak ? ;p
thanks ajak aku g cycling la, swimming la, bawak aku gi activity yang buat aku nampak life tuh lagi free dari yang kita sangkakan.
thanks sbb sedarkan aku, tak mati xde boyfriend. HAHA. baru sedar kewww ?
you cant be strong just by saying you want to be strong, you can only be strong if you brave to take the next step to be strong. Facing the consequences and be free from the past. Memories might blossom like a beautiful cherry flower, but it only can stays like that. It cant replay in the real life. you either need to wait for the memories to come back again or move on to start the new one. you choice. :)
aku takkan belajar jadi kuat kalau aku x berani lepaskan setiap kenangan. and aku ngaku aku x kan mampu lepaskan semua kenangan kalau aku tak jumpe korang. Ini dari hati, ikhlas dr hati. Kalau Tuhan tuh dapat bercerita, dia akan ia kan setiap benda yang aku taip nih :)
aku tahu, ada dari kita pun alami benda sama dengan aku. Some of you baru break, baru nak cari jalan untuk jadi okay. sama macam aku :) aku nak kite sume ok sama2. InsyaAllah, kalau kita dah matang untuk bercinta lagi, cinta akan datang lagi. Just pray and believe that everything will goes well. For now, be happy with you life, our life. Carik duit manyak manyak,. Hepikan mak ayah, sayang diri sendiri, Jaga iman masing masing, Allah maha adil. Dia test test kite, nak tengok kite kuat ke tak.
:') thanks ada, for being a very good friend for this 3 month. If not because of you, i wont be okay. Kalau gua cakap manyak2 nnt lu geli, so biarkan dalam hati. I know, you know, how muchhsss i lovee you. tsk tsk :'( nak nangeessss. hue hue hue. anyway, if you found your man makesure he can treat you as good as you deserve because you deserved to be treated like that, kalau dia sakitkan hati lu, gua sunat dia kali ke 2. keh keh keh!
embrace life beautifully, as we live only once!! :))
ya, kalau cinta datang lagi, aku akan pastikan aku dapat bahagiakan dia sampai mati. InsyaAllah. jodoh ada bia kat kedai mamak pon. ye dak :p
i'll post more frequently after this.
for now, shalom!! stay pretty! :)
ok, lemme make it short the reason why suddenly i posted with some new blog eh? i've deleted my old one cos lots of rubbish in there, and i need to start fresh with my life, so here i am, the new me, the new life. sound corny. urghh.
aku dah mula rasa rindu menulis sbb aku slalu stalk few bloggers terfaktab yang selalu update2 kat twitter. yea. aku rindu bermonolog di dalam blog. menjadi sarkasis dan mengguris hati kawan2. haha. its been 3 month without my blog, maybe kawan2 yang rasa aku nih kawan ade la stalk life aku kat dalam facebook which is a bit chaos with activities, check in, bla bla bla.
So ? apa yang baru dalam life aku sekarang ?
first - alhamdulilah, i pass both my paper last semester. amin amin. Sekarang nih aku tgah sebok godek2 kerja yang equivalent dgn qualifications aku, insyaallah by august kalau rezeki ada, aku dah start kerja. Amin.
second - oh yeah, i buy new bb. aku penah ckap by 2012 wishlist aku adalah sebuah bb. and alhamdulilah, i owned a blackberry now. ( eh tuh pun nak cakap? )
third - im single. and thats not new. wekk.
apa sebab aku gatal nak menulis hari nih ? apa apa ? kenaapaaa ?
aku penat,. serious penat. penat melepak. HAHAHAHA. Entry ini sebenarnya khas untuk few of my friends yang aku sayang gila gila tumpah tumpah banyak banyak. SERIOUS IM FUCKIN LOVEEE YOU GUYSS!!!!!!! *bayangkan iana teriak sampai xde suara* ( bayangkan bayangkan)
aku sayang korang. serious aku sayang.
aku tak tahu cmana aku nak decribekan rasa terima kasih aku kat korang. Thanks for being in my life for this past few months..
aku rasa aku x dapat dah nak ke depan kalau xde korang. Bila aku ingat balik cemana aku masa tuh, i dont know if i can get through everything on my own. bila mana orang tuh jadi part of my life selama setahun ? macamana kita nak belajar hidup xde dia ? tanpa dia ? when you spending one year to be someone to him and ignoring the whole world that say " he doesnt meant to be with you "
you keep on pressuring your self, reassure yourself that everything will be okay as long as you with him.
But its not. and thats fact.
and when the truth come out, you felt like you will die.
itu yang aku rasa. rasa mcm nak mati. hari2 nangis kat dalam shower, ada cakap macam mayat hidup. heh. siot je. but yeah, i admit how foolish i am. Begging for something that not meant to be mine.
and then out of the blue. korang muncul dalam life aku :). YOU GUYS GIVES THE BIGGEST SMILE IN MY LIFE.
.jpg)
i dont think my thank you word will enough to show how much grateful i am knowing you guys in my life.
i moved on easily.
yeah, ive cried. nangis macam orang gila. But im okay now. Ok to be alone, just me without any guy to break through again. Im viewing things from different angle now. Staying alone, and fixing whats lack in me. Be more mature in life, more confident to face any obstacles that come to me . Be prepared, be pretty, smart, and radiant.
tak susah, cume perlu kekuatan, dan kekuatan aku datang dari kawan kawan aku yang tak pernah penat hepikan aku. :)
thanks korang sanggup datang every week ke shah alam. yela, minyak bukan free, ye dak ? ;p
thanks ajak aku g cycling la, swimming la, bawak aku gi activity yang buat aku nampak life tuh lagi free dari yang kita sangkakan.
thanks sbb sedarkan aku, tak mati xde boyfriend. HAHA. baru sedar kewww ?
you cant be strong just by saying you want to be strong, you can only be strong if you brave to take the next step to be strong. Facing the consequences and be free from the past. Memories might blossom like a beautiful cherry flower, but it only can stays like that. It cant replay in the real life. you either need to wait for the memories to come back again or move on to start the new one. you choice. :)
aku takkan belajar jadi kuat kalau aku x berani lepaskan setiap kenangan. and aku ngaku aku x kan mampu lepaskan semua kenangan kalau aku tak jumpe korang. Ini dari hati, ikhlas dr hati. Kalau Tuhan tuh dapat bercerita, dia akan ia kan setiap benda yang aku taip nih :)
aku tahu, ada dari kita pun alami benda sama dengan aku. Some of you baru break, baru nak cari jalan untuk jadi okay. sama macam aku :) aku nak kite sume ok sama2. InsyaAllah, kalau kita dah matang untuk bercinta lagi, cinta akan datang lagi. Just pray and believe that everything will goes well. For now, be happy with you life, our life. Carik duit manyak manyak,. Hepikan mak ayah, sayang diri sendiri, Jaga iman masing masing, Allah maha adil. Dia test test kite, nak tengok kite kuat ke tak.
Aku percaya, what knocks you down, make you strong.
Setiap benda yang buat kita terduduk, akan jadikan kita kuat.
Jangan benci ex, jangan sesekali benci dia, makin kita benci, makin kita ingat, jadi biarkan saja. Ajar hidup heppy, tanpa benci, tanpa ingin cari pengganti.
:') thanks ada, for being a very good friend for this 3 month. If not because of you, i wont be okay. Kalau gua cakap manyak2 nnt lu geli, so biarkan dalam hati. I know, you know, how muchhsss i lovee you. tsk tsk :'( nak nangeessss. hue hue hue. anyway, if you found your man makesure he can treat you as good as you deserve because you deserved to be treated like that, kalau dia sakitkan hati lu, gua sunat dia kali ke 2. keh keh keh!
embrace life beautifully, as we live only once!! :))
ya, kalau cinta datang lagi, aku akan pastikan aku dapat bahagiakan dia sampai mati. InsyaAllah. jodoh ada bia kat kedai mamak pon. ye dak :p
i'll post more frequently after this.
for now, shalom!! stay pretty! :)
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